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Friday, April 29, 2005
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Ting todae u play water ... REMEMBER dun get sick!!! anyway i oso played... hax...still rained too loh...u todae sick later tml cannot go orh...not trying to curse u ha ...i won't be so bad loh.. so sian..why mondae must have holidae!!!i wanna go school..at least won't be so sian in school ..at home leh..sian...exams coming loh..everyone in Cchy Good Luck...Todae we celebrated sihui's b'dae..but it is suppose to be mondae but coz of the holidae so earlier...celebrate...then todae after finishhing the cake and pizza..we played water bomb loh..everyone so damn hell drench..but then todae's weather oso very hot..my wallet and hp but on the bench of the fitness corner after awhile the whole thing so warm..even drinks frm cold drinks become hot drinks loh..interesting......todae sihui receive so many pigs!! hahax...almost all presents are pigs..then we go buy bubble tea ..after that started to talk abt CO....todae amanda still ask me whether i broke her pipa..she still say wat alot ppl say i broke it ..clarence still say he witness it!!! i nvr loh...i "got" touch her pipa leh...wah lao then end up i got accuse loh...clarence jus ask me i talk he jus say play play only...jus coz i nvr ans heis question he say i broke one!!!ta mama de... i walk home with sihui..we talked abt that idiot kenny ng...hax...he sucks man..then talk abt Evps Co ..we all tink that now the new batch of pupils all very bad loh..haiz..wonder their syf can get gold with honours ma...we even talk abt grace loh..her erhu improve alot alot..almost as good as sheila le leh..although she does not have any grades...but then she oso got alot of chances to join co things loh..she got in the audition camp with yih chyuan ..jun hong and that kenny ng...kenny ng..sux loh tink he so good took up all the solo part... act sia...although yih chyuan is not bad in dizi but then dizi jing4 zhen1 too big le...s guess he cannot get in the top 10% and get into syco..so we all pin our hope on grace le..evps 1st person who got in syco..wish grace good luck lor...some more the instructor teaching erhu in audition camp is Zhao Lao Shi our sch er hu lao shi and conductor..guess he will try to help grace get in syco..Go grace Jiayou..boyuan ,sihui , amanda and i next year must try to get into the camp!!!
Thursday, April 28, 2005
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Ting have fun tml with them hax... btw good luckfor tml's exams.. Todae me and amelia went to jiayan's house again...so fun...we set up the 3 opiang's concert, the three of us are oso "s.h.e" hax..but is mixed gender...hax..nice man..after tat we went to causeway to buy mr teo's farewell present...then we found a fountain pen but then not enough money buy so later i meeting jiayan go causeway 1st ..coz i wanna buy sihui's present and buy ting and yoke ting's stationery for tml exam... then go northpoint meet amelia...to buy mr teo's present...guess sihui will be very happy , coz of the party setup by ting they all...i tink this is her 1st birthday party...early birthdae wishes to u sihui...
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
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Ting jus now raining wor..dun tell me u go play in the rain ? dun get sick hoh..take care of urself...rain so heavily..hax...luckily got home the right time...1A ppl todae went to that yishun reservoir catch fish... so funny loh they all..benson went there too...but after that shien, ben and i went back home...they two hor ..haiz..quarrel again ..then now ok again!! idiotic..man..after school in canteen saw serene AIAI so many times hax.. his tanned skin so nice loh..so sian.. i fail my mock NSW <> haiz..sob...jus need one mark to pass... ah!!! but sci test i got 18/20!!! yipee..OH KIAN TEE wah lao wear chocolate mint shirt agian ..er xin....
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
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Todae went out with Ting, sihui, crystal, yoke ting and ben ..we went to causeway...then ben and i need to help then take their "haversack"....so heavy!!! then when we go buy bubble tea... sihui go slap me loh..interesting..smack me so hard...so bao li.... haiz..so chee bye loh...jus now sis ma fan la..wan me print her Social studies project thing..then must install the printer program..but dunno wat kind of virs..uninstall my whole cd drive...then now must reformat com loh..interesting ..jus got my new spec.. so blur blur not use to it....
Monday, April 25, 2005
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Ting u and yoke ting todae...so funny loh.. we having the gold fish's lesson u all walk here walk there...hax...saw ur post loh...tink u luv zhijie luv quite shen..ar?..haiz...still so sian..even though there is school...but then todae amelia and i went to jiayan's house... then shien wanted to tag along.. but then we dun wan her to go loh...then end up we lie to her..tink she quite angry...sry loh shien...not that we dun wan her come but if she come ..ben will come too..then they will...haiz..dun wan say...jus very er xin things...after that we ate at jiayan house the maid hoh...cook those food wah lao...although is ok la..but then the mushroom meat .. damn hell salty... haiz...then we watch the Te gong dui..SHAO WEI TOOK OUT HIS PANTS AND UNDERGARMENT!!!!!so er xin loh...after 4+++ go home..
Sunday, April 24, 2005
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Ting nvr come on9 lol...todae u got go out ma? hate weekends man...Haiz...sian dae...-_-ll waiting for tml to come... then can go school ..better...haiz...exams coming soon...!!! must get prepared loh...todae frm 12++ till 5++ doing my dumb geography log book..loh..then do my maths hmwrk then fedup dun wan do hax... so lame loh the wrk..opiang..then oso searching for C.O. musics loh...hearing it for the whole dae... keep hearing hax..quite nice...love it.. anyone wans can send u too..hax... and oso the not bad too loh...alot music by C.O loh...ya one more i like the suona part..oso got quite alot of percussion.... i wonder next SYF they will choose wat ...haiz...so qi dai lol..
Saturday, April 23, 2005
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Haiz..todae so sianxx loh... nobody go out with me...haiz...Ting why this few daes nvr online ar? Bz ar? todae morning went to pri sch loh... then oso help my last time form teacher paint the wall... i love my pri sch library .. so nice man..haiz... if now the multi-purpose hall renovate into the small durian ... wah...wonderful man... nth much happen todae , jus went out to have dinner only.. something great is tat my mother's friend's dog... gave birth to 3 baby Chihuahua man!!! then she wanted give us...but then dun tink my dad allow...quite ma fan..no time..need to brg it to check up...alot of things to do..haiz... moreover i oso dunno how to take care... scared later the doggy die..
Friday, April 22, 2005
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Ting todae hoh..me, yvonne, amanda and kingchi went to SCH .. so idiotic loh.. those freetickets all gave others loh... we went there too late..then try many ways to get in still cannot ... lol..almost got caught my sercurity... is like we are thieves like tat loh... then only when last team (woodgrove sec) then i ask my lao shi bring us in lol..interesting loh... todae u all nvr go..aiyo... todae not bad leh those schools... but then got one so suck ..xing kong hoh haiz... their own qu worst...but got bronze... todae only dunman high got gold with honours , RGS and Zhong Hua Sec got gold...no papers..hax..hwa Chong , nanyang gals and dunman high goign to perform on 7th july... so sianx... then we oso saw ur chongfu teacher...teach u liuqin one...Woodgrove din't get gold.but got silver...haiz...their xing kong hoh... cannot fight with us.. hax... Next SYF must Get gold with honour!!!
Thursday, April 21, 2005
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Ting todae so pretty seh.(anyway u everydae oso pretty lol..).. hax... anyway hoh ..Cchy C.O GOT Silver Award!!! At least nvr get bronze .. Next SYF TArget is GOLD WITH HONOUR!!!! Cannot Lose to Band..We have already prove that C.o is as good as band !!! although nvr get gold...still got a silver...very good le... everyone done so dman hell well todae loh... todae hoh Only Cchs(main) got gold out of all schools...and Betty got bronze... the rest silver...Maris stella de C.o not bad...but dunno why nvr got gold... loh.. anyway i tink our guzhen is better then all the others schools...Cchs(main) dizi hoh.. i wu hua ke shuo...So damn hell good... one dizi solo equal to our three dizi...pei fu...guess tml everyone no voice le...heh heh untill no more voice...throat burst liao... we done our school proud!!! C.o Rawks...We all done a very very good job loh...so shuang... jus wish tat next SYF can win Gold With honour.. this batch of Sec 2 and 1 must work hard!!!!Must get At least Gold!!!
After tat my pri sch teachers brought sihui,grace,boyuan,junfeng,yih chyuan,amanda and me go eat Sushi at Ngee Ann City opposite... so nice...THey spend $215.75 for the sushi and $20+++ on the cookies..lol.. spend too much le...they gave us alot of support oso...and gave us a treat as an encouragement..
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
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Ting now at least u talk to me le...very happy loh..anyway u and ur mother problems solve le rite...better relationship le hah? So now u and Zhijie jing zhan de zhen me yang le...? Todae hoh ALL COZ OF LIANG LAO SHI DUN LET ME GO TOILEt.. opiang.. then after tat i walk pass ur classs so funny that oh lan jiao his action hoh .. wah lao i see liao i laugh still stomach pain...opiaang leh he...then shien say his clothes todae like chocolate mint then CHU POH POH oso where same colour as him ..totally same loh...
TML SYF TARGET SILVER..IF CAN GOLD!!!! TML MUST SHOUT TILL THROAT BURST ..MUST WIN!!! SORE THROAT sia this few daes haiz...tml dunno wat to do ..oucer oso..at least tml SYF dun need to go for lessons.. AFTER THAT GOING FOR SUSHI!! MY PRI SCHOOL TEACHER GIVING US A TREAT SO GOOD!! TML MUST MUST WORK HARD!!!
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
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Cheee bye didn't expect my idiotic mother will tell that DUMB IDIOT ZHANG LAO SHI WHO INSULT ME still compare me with DOGS AND CATS!!! CHEE BYE , fuker loh...ZHANG LAO SHI SAY SO MANY RUBBISH ..THEN MY AUNTIE teLL ZHANG LAO SHI ABT ME AND TING...INTERESTING LOH..SHE EVEN TELL THAT FUKING OH OH...KEEP SUAN TINg IN CLASS.. TML HE DIE..MY AUNTIE FUCK LOH.. TRYING TO THREATEN ME BY BEATING ME TODAe..BEAT LOH.. but now dun dare to beat..scared i li jia chu zhou..in bus i even scold her for interupting my privacy...she too much loh..hai ting gonna bei da by her mother..when we already break..now friends only... Fuck u ZHANG LAO SHI SO BIG MOUTH GO TELL OTHER TEACHERs.. chee bye... Ting i think i better call ur mother and solve this thing if not later u keep kena scolded or beat...ANYWAY MY MOTHER OSO MAN BU JIANG LI ...
Monday, April 18, 2005
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Ting i guess u dun luv me anymore huh? anyway i know zhijie tell u tat he luv u...then i think u oso luv him ba...since tat u have chosen him..then i give the 2 of u my blessings..as long as u r happy can le...i really not sad...neither do u need to feel guilty ..jus be happy...ZHijie is oso a better choice then me...jus be happy with him..
Todae not much things..happend...kingchi sorry todae hai ni bei zhao lao shi scold..Sorry hoh...
Sunday, April 17, 2005
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Ting yesterday sorry... keep bothering u..in jus wanted to put on a shirt on u coz yesterday library so cold...scared later u kena flu..yesterdae at SCH ... haiz ..nvm ...
Yesteerdae nvr update blog!! so angry!!Todae morning jus got back home frm sch... then reach home at abt 7 +++ then slp till 4++ in the afternoon loh so tired..yesterdae rehearsal at SCH full dress!! then my Pri sch teachers came , weng lao shi and zhen lao shi.. came to see us perform... actually everyone perform very good... i think getting a silver is no problem ba... but then gold still got chance...they brought ask food loh..so nice..and some gifts for the few of us...And say tat on thursday they two will brg the 8 of us go eat!! then somemore we dun need go back sch!! whoosh...and can wait for the SYF result ...YEA!!!
Friday, April 15, 2005
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I am feeling so damn hell angry and sad over something....I have too much questions to ask u...Ting...U r like a riddle..no matter how i guess wat u thinking jus cannot get it rite..U dun wish to see me huh??? Why not must y i dun appear in this world better rite...then dun need make u so miserable...at least i dun appear in this world i can see nth..then u and zhijie can be together huh...better then now i interupting ur love for zhijie...dun mistaken i not blaming u...but blaming myself for being so dumb ... jus making myself so sad and angry..
Todae Zhao lao shi came back...he conduct till the whole orchestra like so damn hell good!! BEtter then WANG LAO SHI....If we really got a gold must really thx Zhao lao shi..Now we know how important is he!!! ZHAO LAO SHI ROX!!
Thursday, April 14, 2005
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Ting u angry with me ar, Coz i keep touching ur liuqin>>>Sorry....really sry..Todae WHY U CUT UR HANDS WITH COMPASS LIKE YOKE TING!!! Very dangerous...loh....will leave marks one loh...and its not fun!!! later u hurt urself badly leh...u cut ur hand is like...a knife cutting through my heart loh..dun do tat again liao...
Todae .. tat idiot Zhang lao shi ask us stay backto take the costumes and footwears...BUT end up ONLY THE GALS GOT THEIR LONG SKIRT , THEN EVERYONE GOT THEIR FOOTWEArS WHILE MINE THE OPIANG AUNTIE TOOK THE WRONG DESIGN..interesting loh...then boys tml then can take costumes , gals taking their shirt tml...SO MA FAN!!! DUMB ZHANG LAO SHI!!! keep scold scold scold.......-_-"" then ask me stay back tell the opiang auntie about my shoe..jus walk away short while she scold me why i nvr go home...interesting loh...argh!!!HATE HER!!!
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
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Ting u todae must be playing with water again...take care of ur body hoh..dun get sick..Can u tell me wat is it on ur mind actually..i dun understand the whole situation of why must we break..
Todae in school...totally no mood...i didn't even talk up to 10 sentence todae..sleepy and felt like crying...thinking of somethings...haiz...i think mdm leong called my father or something then dunno tell him wat...then my idiotic dad ask me go home be4 3..he interesting loh...hate him la...shouted at me somemore!!! how i wish i dun have this dad...idiot...always kao bei one...then now at home so damn hell sian...idiot him...argh!!!
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
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Ting can i jus ask u one very simple thing?You love zhijie ma?Jus tell me honestly...u dun need t o scared tat i sad or wateva...zhen de bu yong pa...i jus wanna know the truth ..Even if u really luv zhijie...i cannot control u...u have the rights to luv anyone...i won't wei nan ni de...if u really luv zhijie de hua then.........jus go for it ba,as long as u happy can le...Dun feel guilty or sad loh..i really..dun mind...................................you can make ur own choice....i won't forced u de..... ...todae u willing to accept the present ...Take care urself...hoh todae u play water...
Todae school band SYF wonder wat award they got....school C.O must be higher target than them...wish that our school can at least get a silver...next thursdae competition..anyone wish to come ? or on this sat oso can night time singapore conference hall.. full-dress rehearsal...then our competition is after interval..1st grp!!!C.O score for the best!!! WE MUST WIN...
Monday, April 11, 2005
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Ting U got scolded by tat ohoh ar? Ben tell me tat this morning he scold u..Is u dun wanna or cannot accept the gift..Jus treat as a late "birthdae present" loh..I jus wish tat u could jus accept the gift...So u saw my table ar?This Sat u got stay back in school ar? ____******______******___ __***____***__***____***_ _***_______****_______***_ ***_________**_________*** ***____________________*** ***____________________*** _***____I__luv__Ting____***_ __***___4eva_&_eva___***__ ___***______________***___ _____***__________***_____ _______***______***_______ _________***__***_________ ___________****___________ ____________**____________ __________________________ 0_0_0_0_0_0_0_0_0_0_0_0_0_ Todae interesting loh...WANG LAO SHI CONDUCTOR TILL HALF WAY THEN GOT ANGRY AND LEFT!!!he not suppose to do tat loh...jus coz he angry how can conduct till half way then walk away..haiz...then AUDREY SHOUTED AT ALL OF US!!!KENNY NG SUX LOH..He trying to be a bootlicker loh...infront of Zhang lao shi act till as if he so guai loh...now zhang lao shi only believe wat kenny says and that jun hong...ANTI-KENNY NG!!!then when co over Ruting,sihui,crystal,amanda,grace,yvonne and me went to popular...then go buy bubbule tea ..the pearl so damn hell nice loh...
Sunday, April 10, 2005
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U think that i can forget abt u???do i still stand a chance???Or u forgotten abt me...todae so sianx...whole nth to do loh...wanna play ro cannot play... then jiayan todae went for 5566's autograph session...almost trip sia.. jus coz of the manager so man...-_-""" diaoxx rite..then afternoon trying to look for nkf's ticket for jiayan and lerissa..but too late liao cannot get any...my sis got invited by her friend to the show loh.. so good sia...
Saturday, April 09, 2005
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Ting u know i have a present for u rite? I will give it to u on monday....does ur head still hurts??? Why u suddenly ran away jus now in the food court? Ben And Shien>>>todae sry hoh...i cause u guys so many unhappiness ... Yoke ting sry oso..i cause u and ben quarrel.. Ben not angry liao yoke ting and ting dun need to worry....Ting mind if i talk to ur mother..? jus wanna tell her something....
Todae dunno whether is a happy day or sad day..loh....haiz...my leg so suan and pain...We went to juction 8 to look for jiayan she was queing for cyndi autograph loh...but end up we went back to causeway coz zhijie wanted to give ting a treat loh...then we keep walking in causeway aimlessly loh walk till my leg pain like hell...MY father idiotic loh...actually ben can go accompany jiayan for 5566's autograph tml overnite at IMM so i wanted to go too!!!BUT my IDIOTIC FATHER SAY THIS THINGS ARE SO BO LIAO DUN LET ME GO!!!!haiz... siansiansian....
Friday, April 08, 2005
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Ting now u able to face le is it??? Todae guan feng bring me to ur class to see u.... Yoke Ting >>>I know looking,studies or something esle Zijie is better than me..but even so i still lluv ting..Even if he luv TIng 10000000000000 times better than me..i still luv her 4eva...Ting u todae play with water ar? u take care hor dun get sick...
Todae Ben,shien,amelia,yvonne and me went to Jiayan's house play...but end up BEN AND SHIEN KEEP KISSING like trying to make all of us envy loh...almost every min kiss once...SO ER XIN!!!THEY ADDICTED LE LOH..
Thursday, April 07, 2005
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Ting u todae went to long john to eat ar???U todae so early fang...Did junfeng tell u anything in conference??? Actually todae quite boring loh... U know wat? Tml proberbly 1G siao gang ppl every single person gonna stand in canteen during morning assembly!!! Then hoh SHien and Ben gonna be MRS SIM Bodyguard..for the whole day got merit pts loh!!! We eating bubble gum in teacher's lesson ..then ben nvr do hmwrk thats why... But mrs sim really quite good can joke around with ben and shien.....
Ting sorry... not that i dun believe ..jus tat some ppl tell me tat ur neighbour saw us holding hands then spread to the whole block..then now everyone look at u in a very weird way...then ur mother scold u or something...Dun mind if i say ur mother? I think that she too much loh scold u pros.....Sry i get u into all this trouble...really sry...todae u go xiao ward's house ar?
Todae so sianx...Shien and ben almost break up !!! All coz of junfeng keep suan them then say some nonsense....Junfeng u too much liao lor...But end up they still back together....
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
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Ting u receive the msg i send u todae at 1.45pm...We treat each other as friend ? I will give u time to try not to avoid me...But i wanna ask u one thing..WHy u lie to me abt ur mother looking at ur hp.. I wanna know the truth ..But if u dun wish to tell nvm..Even if we r jus friend i still won't give up on u......^_^ANyway i sms u during lesson time ...dun mind ba or am i interrupting u in studying? SOrry abt the msg todae ..sry wo wu lie ni...Really sry..
Todae Xiao ward give sihui attitude ... xiao ward angry with sihui ar? U ar..haiz..TODAE RAINING!! FUN MAN!!! having a basketball match in the rain...KAh kin and i VS BEn and kah kin's 2 other friend ..NICE MAN..
Monday, April 04, 2005
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I really really cannot stop thinking of ting..So guys dun need to pursuade me liao..I know love cannot be forced but u cannot stop me from loving her..TIng wo zhen de tao ren yan ma?Everytime i look at u, u always turn away...Looking at me face to face is it really tat difficult ? Ru guo ni zhen de yao wo wang ji ni, dui bu qi wo zhi neng kao shu ni wo ban bu dao.. WHy are we not meant to be together..? Wat do u mean....
Today Jiayan sick ,haiz...she not in class so sianx..
Ting todae i have been thinking of u 4 the whole day as i have nth to do..some ppl say my blog very sad..really ma?Jiayan tell me she saw jansen todae .. then her friends say Jansen still like her..Do i oso sitll stand a chance to be together with u too?Siao gang friends really have been supporting me this few days , tats y i am able to stand up again if not til now i still won't be in the mood..Siao Gang friends really help me alot>>Siao Gang Thx alot!! I believe Yoke Ting and Gladysoso have been helping u alot ba...C u tml ...
Even if we can't be together >>I know tat there is nth i could do now but I will still luv u 4eva and eva..u will always be in my heart no one can take over ur place in my heart..as long as u r happy then can le...
Xi wang wo neng xiang zhe shou ge yi yang bian chen ni ai de na ge tian shi...zhang kai shuang shou bian chen chi bang yong yuan shou hu zhe ni...
Ru guo shi jie shang the gan qing ye neng xiang tong hua yi yang xing fu he kuai le de jie ju..
Sunday, April 03, 2005
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Ting dun cry again.. why u dun wan sms me? Why u dun wan reply me in msn? R u bz? I dunno wat u thinking neither do i know wat i thinking.. Jus tat wheneva i think of u my heart pumps very fast .. I finally realise true love.. I am oso willing do anything 4 u.. Why i dun dare to face u when i walk pass u? Is it difficult 4 u to face me too? U feel guilty? WHy is the need of u to feel guilty,jus tat u have no choice?Are ur feelings worst then mine?Why is it tat heaven must do this to us?I dun wanna accept this !! Are we fated to be like this?I jus can't describe how i am feeling , this feel days not quite in the mood..but amelia and jiayan have been making me laugh..Every nite i really have been thinking of u and in the day sometimes i will my eyes will oso filled with....i believe tat u still luv me as much as i luv u..
Why no choice??? Is our relationship so weak? We can't even sovle a problem like this??? Sry dun mistaken that i am forcing u to tell me all this.. if u really dun wish to say i won't force u..i beg u plz dun avoid me ... i am now waiting for day tat we patch to come by>>will we be able to patch??? haiz...Ting can i give u giftS ma??? Till now i haven't gave u a single thing...
Yesterday night i jus cre8ted a dairy i wrote alot of things on it lol...yesterday sports day so sianx... but after tat junfeng ah nia and me went to jiayan's house to play...Her house so fun and Big and nice like a hotel ..nice man...after that we went to arcade jiayan dance DDR pro sia..xian mu leh..then wen returning home ah nia and me saw Ting and yoke ting....Honestly i quite xian mu Ben and Shien so tian mi ... I really very xian mu loh..
Saturday, April 02, 2005
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Must u really avoid me?U think that by avoiding me..will make me feel good ma??? Do u know that u keep avoiding me i felt even worst... i jus want to have one request..dun avoid me coz i really feel very bad when u avoid me... does avoiding me makes u much better??? If it is de hua.....then u...
