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Friday, December 30, 2005
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____ren de cun zai shi wei le ai qing ma? since tat wats u tink then nvm.. maybe i realli dun..
todae afternoon go co..then found out my new form teacher is MR YIP for next year .. haiz... not mdm leong sianx..then subject teachers oso change i tink..>.< kena scold by zhang lao shi..she simply trying to show off...after tat go meet ben then cut my hair lor..waited for dunno how man yhrs..haiz.. cut my hair infront not bad but the bak so damn short man..haiz..must take some time to grow it bak liaox haiz...dun quite like the back..haiz..no choice cut liaox..
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are all this fate? jus can't accept the fact of my fate.. if i cld carry on my dream, a totally perfect dream won't be much more wonderful or rather i can dun exist in this world.. who can actually understand how am i feeling now.. y am i alwaes deceiving myself? in the past or present still deceiving myself... y must i accept this fate.. one ans frm u jus slash my heart wit one knife straight awae.. won't it be better if i do not noe the truth foreva..i rather it is like this.. i wiish to continue dreaming... wo de you mo zhi shi yan shi xing tong wo de nan guo... ming yun na me ai zhuo nong ren ??? zhi neng zai bei hou wei ni luo lei.. jus wanna gif u abit of care and concern jus as a fren.. dun wan u to get hurt.. jus gif mi a chance to care for u..
in my dreamz.. thought of being a guy who will take care and protect u for life.. nvr wanna let u be sad... jus A simple life will do.. a veri simple love.. but in reality i noe i can't.. but at least as a fren i can take care of u.. evey point of mi can't be compared to him to u.. believe tat one dae he will sure be moved by u de..
wat u wan mi do,i am willing if i can.. zhuo bu cheng qin ren jiu zhuo ge hao peng you ba... bu guan jie shou bu jie shou wo de hao yi, ji zhu bu guan ni you duo lei, ni you duo shang xin... wo dou hui rang ni yi kao, rang ni su ku...
wanan tell u sry,i can't forget u neither can i give up on u..
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
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____feel tat life simply sux...>.< jus nid u to haf a better attitude towards mi.. money? love? frenz? family? y act infront of others, jus be urself, attract attention? y alwaes ur gd frenz alwaes kena p.s. BY U! wat r u tinking ! ur stead is much more important than us huh? can't u jus simply fair to both sides.. i dun wiish to sae u r a FLIRT.. gif lj attitude..like we dun haf.. moreover we r ur gd frenz.. even if u see this post mind if u tink over of urself, how much u actually change within these mths..since u ATTRACTED tat gal.. to u in ur heart are gals alwaes in the 1st place..
few daes been quite bz and lazy to update my blog.. ummm start frm sundae lor. wit manda,qiang,wika and her cousin go far east buy clothes then nite christmas party go amanda house celebrate lor..then mondae stay at home.. tuesdae umm.. go co lor..sianx..play bb wit yc and jf..then during break play wit yvonne,grace and hui bb 3 on 3.. score boys- 16 gals- 2... then kena scolded by the cb zhang lao shi kp one lar..dun care abt her..nag us on the wae bak to co rm...then after tat zhang lao shi in co rm dunno sae wat lar..then jus keep talk bak to her lar.. so lame .. compare us with cchm.. cchm so wat gd school so! their co got 10 instructors so!guess out of 10 9 are useless lar..dun care .. then sae wat next year cchy highest sec 1 student coem to our school got 274..higher then cchm so!..siaox one like tat oso tel us... tat guy got 274 get this mark shld go die lor.. guessss is a dummy lor..come to our school not dumb than clever mehz.. simply dumb!.. then still sae wat cchm all years syf got GOLD..anyhow sae got 1 year got silver wanna deny talk alot nonsense to sae tat year wateva..hear her tlak rubbish lar..then sae fridae 12.30 wanna see us ppl frm evg so ma fan... make mi gonna wake up so early haiz.. then abt todae.. haiz..no commentz..>.< go far east wit qiang,wika,hui... then change her belt liao go j8 there..look for my jeans.. then they all.. haiz.. then i anyhow buy lor.. got kong ju gan laiox... then go kfc eat coz they hungry then got to treat them ... then $10 fly awae lol.. but they bought de meal they pay extra 3 dollars lor..so i usee a $5 to buy a meal lor..umm..then after finish eating..the gals chase mi out ask mi go ownself look for my shoe..then ask qiang accompany mi he dun wan nvm lor..then got to go walk alone myself..tinking tings..haiz.. then saw 1 addidas shoe not bad lar..then wait fer ben come go poh kim watch tv outside got the maid ..then wait ben come..then wanted ask him something but he go find qiang they all then come find mi..then we go walk lor..then wanted to buy another addidas de shoe damn chio..coz the previous one ben sae the skin not gd.. thentml going to j8 wit ben ba go there buy lor.. then after that we go to causewae..then ................ after all seperate waes mi and ben go walk our own lor..then walk till 7+ then go bak home lor.. haiz.. sad ? angry? wiish u will treat us as how we 2 treat u..
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Friday, December 23, 2005
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_____din expect we cld talk like we nvr had be4.. thx to u finally i manage to free myself.. wat u said was meaningful.. din expect u actually haf a better view on love.. jus nid somemore time to realli understand how to give up.. but u will still remain in my heart.. better future for my future yrs! now studies and my suona important.. maybe for love i will jus put it aside 1st..
few daes nvr update blog ..went for co camp not bad lar.. quite fun actually.. 1st dae of camp morning go meet hui they all.. then report to school.. breifing for our camp.. then sectional practice.. mr liu jiang came to releave ..he teach so much like jin lao shi.. bu kui shi jin lao shi student.. then he teach us feng nian ji.. after tat afternoon went to quanhui house wit yinchow,heshen and quanhui to take lunch.. the lunch not bad..quanhui mum cook de.. then we went for icebreaking..then i go elvina grp..hax..song bo..other ppl doing wat they suppose to do then our grp do anything we wan hax..at 1st play tug o war...then mi,jf,yc keep runnign round palying wit the hoo la hoop then ben and qiang came to buy school u.. after tat elvina we all played game of life :) after playing go for combine yao zu now so nice>.< at nite dinner audrey father cook still ok lar the food.. after tat umm.. we play bb guan yue vs percussion..guan yue got mi,yc,jf,casper,heshen.. then vs the whole percussion ppl wit jervis in their team then our team won hax.. casper so damn funny >.< tat he shen so pro haiz.. then got treasure hunt we go play lor...peiling help our grp alot... then go bath lor..then come out le mi and jf go off the gals toilet light then run awae omg then they scream man!! hax.. after tat nite time wanted play bb senior ssae teacehr sae cannot haiz.. after tat we go find hui they all.. then hungry wanted to climb out the school to 7 eleven but scared alarm ring..then we order mac lor wait for 30mins or so..then came..then mi and jf got to pay the whole thing lor i pay 16 dollars while jf pay 10 dollars.. then the gals lol..veri interesting.. iish the nvr eat till so shuang lehz... then at fitness corner we gave some to pauline they all.. after tat go bak to co rm..mi and jf go co rm and slp wit the gals hax..so cold there tat dae..at nite listen to song..then listen to serene sis sing song so funny lor.. then jf keep di siao sihui.. after slp liaox.. next morning wake up brush teeth.. then went for sectional..mr liu jiang ask mi join syco lol..then gave mi the form..haiz then tat yvonne oso ask mi join to accompany her.. then samething we went t oquanhui house tat lunchthe fried rice veri nice! rox man! then afternoon got combine..then mi, jf and yc go play bb..hax>.< after tat got the games.. but then i nvr play lor so sianx....then continue playing bb then play wit tinghui they all oso.. after tat keep playing lor..then go bath then eat then go watch the home alone so dam nsianx i sit on the table then slp on the floor..watch till i slept lor! then we go fitness corner there and take things frm canteen to eat there... then we went to the haunted house..lol so dumb.. raymond go pull down the things.. then boys last play.. then i went down to eat wit the gals after they played..we ate instant noodles lor..then ruting help us get drinks.. then we chat chat chat,heard ppl quarrelling so loud man .. then when going up time haunted house no more liaox.. then i nvr go in lor >.< then we went to co rm..then the hell zhang lao shi chase mi and jf out so we go boy s dorm paly cards awhile then go bak gals dorm after zhang lao shi slept..then we slept wit the gals.. but tat nite not so cold..then heard crystal snore hax.. after tat tlak to pauline awhile then slept..morning the gals keep wakign us up..so noisy..lol.. then go practice awhile in the mornign then got competition.. after tat got the cherrleading competition then mi and jf go tobb court to play lor..then talk to shien they all.. after tat went bak to co rm then leave liaox .. then took bus to causewae i went to fix my hp down there ownself wait till so long then i slept awhile wake up awhile.. then come bak home 1st thing sleep! sleep till nite time for dinner..then todae whole dae at home playing com..then went to post my syco reg form..haiz sianx.. scared go infront the judge..haiz..
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Friday, December 16, 2005
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______luv is jus so crazi.. the heart once stopped but u brought it bak again.. u let mi felt the feelings of true love.. thought tat there might be for u and mi, a miracle brought by u for mi.. but since reality had shown that miracle will nvr happen between u and mi so alwaes be happi wit him.. together wit u iish alwaes a happi time.. wiish to take this happiness through my whole life.. jus promise mi that u will be alwaes happi ........................ cheriish the one u truly luv.. lurbe u..
todae umm morning went to sschool buy bks then school uniform dun haf stock nid to wait till tml then go buy again so ma fan man! haiz..after that went for school co..then go find ben they all lor.. todae roy come out..then he sick .. kor must take care leh! then nvr coem find us lor.. sianx! wiish tml is a better dae for mi..
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
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_____everidae there will jus be a dissapointment frm u.. although we seems close but my heart for u will break abit everidae.. u luv him alot.. shld i continue to go after u or gif up.. realli dunno wat to do.. fang qi zhi ji de ai qing lai cheng quan ni suo ai de ren ye shi yin wei ni ai ta ma? zhen de shi zhe yang ma? ni ai ta duo me shen ye xiang shi wo ai ni de yi yang shen..
yesterdae went out wit hui,wika, wikas' cousin, qiang and ben then accompany them go shopping.. met ben and qiang at 11am then the gals late for 1hr coz hui overslept..-.- then we guy walk round the causewae lor ..after that when they come we took mrt to orchard..walk to taka then go far east.. then the gals wanted to shop their own so we walk walk then go out sit talk lor.. talk abt if were to pick out 10m cheque on the floor wat will we do..quite stupid lar.. nth to do so dae dream then thinking we can buy a huge bungalow wit our house design till veri nice and big.. own bb court,field, concert hall, cinema.. lol.. so stupid lar.. then everyone stay together wit the gals.. then have maids, chaffeur 365 shirts,pants and alot of things everidae change one.. haf money is so cool... but too bad money can't buy a real luv.. haiz.. after that go find the gals then we go bak causewae wika buying cake for her mother.. then go bak home lor.. got bak home play com haiz..nth to do todae nvr even go out -.-.. sianx..
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
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_____jus wanna that little bit of concern and love frm u a simple and normal love and i will be satisfied.. xiang ai jue bu gan ju zheng qu wo suan shen me.. zhi jiu yi ge jian dan ai, yi ge neng he ni yong yuan zai yi qi bu guan ren he shi dou yi zhi pei zhe ni yi zhi qian zhe ni de shou dao lao.. xi wang zhe ge yuan wang shi ni bang wo shi xian de..
last few daes so sianx nth to do.. at home then nvr go anywhere jus playing com..play silkroad online nice game..yongdi recommend one :) then tml meeting sihui, wika,qiang and ben go orchard buy wika's mother present.. then last fridae go watch concert by sco.. not bad.. yesterdae went for zhan lao shi concert oso not bad..yih chyuan so stupid only 1 encore song.. jus that song then no more.. then still got 4students solo tingkai, kai xiang,qinglun,qi long.. quite like the bai she chuan by qi long but he blow till as if some1 dying, his expression and movements like veri kelian lol.. then went to eat wit wenyi and stacy then go meet some1 lol.. din expect this 2 couples will be together..lol keep teasing them..but at least they love each otehr and that guy so damn zhu dong! haiz..wenyi indirectly kissing lol!
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
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____jus the lack of that courage.. jus afraid that the ans will not be a gd one.. chu lian wang wang dou hui hen jiu ma? wei shen me yao dui ai qing na me de zhi zhuo.. *i did not admit that i am shanjunhao or i wanan act as if i am him!* things can be so successful when helping ppl in their luv but when comes to my own luv jus dunno wat to do.. u r a veri special gal to mi, u r precious to mi.. realli wanna noe wats on ur mind.. still likes him? still can't forget him? wats my position in ur heart am i jus a normal fren to u? i jus wanna be luv again..
din update blog for a few daes lazy update..2daes ago went to zheng lao shi farewell party..gaf a winnie the pooh again..guess will miss her quite alot after she goes to moe.. have a happi time at miaoxiang parents farm so fun..haz...bbq there...all of us had fun.. although quite dirty but quite a nice place.. then yesterdae went to buy bks wit hui,yoketing and ruting..bnut bkstore not open till 16 of dec..went there for nth..then treat them soul garden ..went home let my father scold for spending so much money.. then say wat wanna control mi..>.< of coz won't sae i go treat my fren eat or esle he will kill mi..not even letting mi get money..somemore nid to use my grandma gif the hongbao qian gif him so he won' think i use the buy bks money to treat my frenz.. then after that go buy shirts wit qiang and ben then todae go change qiang's pants coz too big..after come bak home i suddenly went to slp dunno y.. i slp till 2.30 todae.. then 6+ slp till 7+ going 8 again..dunno why so lazy liaox... haiz.. now i can go camp le.. but wika cannot then guess haf to cancel..haiz.. wiish the camp will not cancel..
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
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______i can change for u & i will.. yuan yi fu chu yi qie dai jia qiu shi ai qing de li liang suo neng chuang zhao chu lai de ma? xiang ni, ai ni, yi zhi pei zai ni shen bian.. zhi yao neng rang ni kai xin wo she me dou yuan yi.. jiu suan shi rang wo si wo ye si de gan xin..
luv can be so frightening and lovely.. thinking of her everi moment.. wat can i do for her??
morning wake up at 11+ so nan de so early wake up then play cs till 12+ my mum ask mi brg slipper to market for her coz her slippers spoil!!! so unlucky lol.. then afternoon till now keep playing com lor..then qiang 8+ went bak hoome haiz..so sianx.. tml meeting amanda and sihui in the morning to the stadium.. haiz..
