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    Sunday, April 23, 2006
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    ` w0 zhi xiang ya0 yi ge jian jian dan dan de ai qing..
    ` it takes mi time t0 gif up..
    ` h0w much pain i shld take jus to gif up..
    ` seeing u m0re and m0re happi..
    ` it makes mi glad but it makes mi feel sad t0o..
    ` i haf calm d0wn these daes..
    ` jus tat ...
    ` xin li shang hai shi you xin mo de..
    ` sry if i hurt u in anywae..
    ` i was to0 sad during tat period 0f time..
    ` w0 tai chong d0ng le..

    these 2 daes zixiang,qiang,de and desmond come my house stay..
    then din haf much time to use my c0m..
    but at least i din think much ba..
    i had l0tz of fun wit them in my h0use :]
    i am honoured to haf these veri g0od frenz ..
    although they may not be gd in studies but
    they r realli veri gd frenz..
    they were much more 0n lol..
    yupz..
    umm wit them i play as much as i can i enjoyed!
    maybe this can make mi st0p thinking of u..
    my k0r and beth oso veri gd..
    l0l..
    yupz wiish everidae can be like this....
    i dun wiish to be hurt 0nce more..

    . its n0t the time tat i l0ve u fer ..
    . its the feelings i had put in fer u..
    . but it ended in a big mess fer mi..



    LOVE the CLIQUE 9:54 PM

    Thursday, April 20, 2006
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    ` l0ve ???
    ` is l0ve simply abt suffering?
    ` or is it a blessing when u cld find l0ve..
    ` there is no definition fer it huh..
    ` haiz.. f0rget it..
    ` since i wanna forget then i must..

    umm.. b0ring DAE AGAIN!.. lol.. afternoon went to eat wit zixiang,daniel,bryan,sunhui and morgan
    go eat desert nia.. morgan and sunhui like beggars looking fer food lor..
    zixiang sae morgan not everidae get money.. but sun hui everidae get money and he not willing to spend!
    0mg.. all coz of maple.. willing to spend on maple than in his own food ..
    l0l..haiz..then went bak home wit daniel.. then dun feel like going syco so nvr go lor.. but then realli quite feeling
    not well....

    - u won't understand h0w i feel n0w..
    ` do u?
    `` guess n0t u nvr been through be4 ..


    LOVE the CLIQUE 9:56 PM

    Tuesday, April 18, 2006
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    ` wats the use 0f being sad..
    ` haiz....
    ` dun wanna tink of anything abt u..
    ` it jus.....
    ` i will carri on my life even witout u..?
    ` i am in n0t position to d0 anything fer u n0e..

    . the hahaz r0ckz..
    . melia,serene,ben and yvonne..
    . thx fer the smile tat u all brought to mi..
    . everi laughter i had wit u guys were precious..
    . thx fer the support u ppl gif mi to0 :]
    . besta frenz fereva .. HAHAZ rockz..

    todae melia,serene and ben came to my house to do eng project..
    umm had lotz of fun..
    haahx.
    in school oso lots of fun lar..
    anywae hahaz jus rocks...
    thx frenz..!
    :]
    umm.. 0ne dae g0 out play together..
    yvonne tay u better make sure u can go out too l0l...



    LOVE the CLIQUE 9:51 PM

    Monday, April 17, 2006
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    ` is this a misunderstanding..?
    ` i dun wanna tink of a brighter side!
    ` n0w i only wan to noe the truth..
    ` i will nvr believe in misunderstanding..
    ` it jus turns out to be the truth...
    ` if u tink tat i am ridiculous.. so be it.?
    ` u won't noe how i feel..
    ` how heart br0ken when i realli tink of wat had happened..
    ` how hear br0ken when i felt like i am a idiot...
    ........................... i din use serious words to hurt u..

    0mg!b0ring dae.. went t0 yvonne house do project!
    damn bored and tired...
    haiz..
    the sight of everibody wit their l0ve ones jus makes mi m0re and m0re sad
    and angry?.....
    din n0e y am i like tat...
    umm.. when going home frm yvonne house saw ppl fighting!
    evg sec one ..
    dunno wat happen so jus walk awae...

    thought through this few daes abt alot of things..
    but haiz.. it was worst..
    things were worst then i thought..
    so this made mi m0re .....

    . can someone plz save mi..
    . i can't stand this daes anym0re!?


    LOVE the CLIQUE 9:10 PM

    Sunday, April 16, 2006
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    `its easy to pick up but difficult to put down..
    . u r the 0ne who let mi haf faith in this relationship
    . u r the 0ne who once said u will gif mi a chance
    . u r the 0ne who let mi feel tat its worth it to carry 0n
    . u r the 0ne who let mi feel tat there is someone fer mi to realli care abt
    . but in the end u r the one who br0ke my heart
    . and let mi feel totally disappointed
    . and let mi feel like i am a idiot being played like a puppet?
    . and fill my heart wit tears..
    . i hate u but i can't brg myself to hate u.. it jus hurts mi m0re..
    WAT SHLD I D0!!!

    umm.. din n0e y suddenly i keep tinking 0f u the whole dae todae..
    jus dun wiish to care abt anything..
    umm.. todae morning went fer lesson then afternoon
    went to ssc wit qiang to play lan wit beth.. till nite time l0r..

    ` i can't do anything..
    ` i dunno wat to do..
    ` i realli nid s0me1 to help mi..
    ` in nid 0f shoulder..
    ` i......


    LOVE the CLIQUE 8:59 PM

    Friday, April 14, 2006
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    ` s0metimes it is alwaes better to gif up
    ` and this is the time tat i shld gif up
    ` n0 matter how much i l0veu
    ` u still belongs to s0meone esle

    umm..
    1 week nvr update le..
    actually i am quite lazi lar..
    umm let mi start frm last sat?
    i tink i went to evg and then i went to play lan fer tat 2 daes..
    umm m0ndae and everidae was a normal dae..
    ehz.. tuesdae p0n school wit grace to watch evg SYF
    and guess wat !
    they g0t GOLD WIT HONOUR !!
    hax..
    mdm teo still look down at our school..
    chey!like she incharge of CO veri gd like tat..
    wat a b!tch..
    insult and sc0lded my brother wth!
    st0p trying to show off wat awards u haf wat school u teach..
    u jus sux...
    i rather n0t be in this school co!
    it jus sux..
    dun tink a SCO teachers like u..
    plz lar.. g0 home tink lar.. dun so bhb..
    since u were gd at incharging co y u incharge this school co till like tat..
    act pro !
    EVG shown t0 u tat evg is alwaes tat gd and it will alwaes be..
    c0z the teachers there were much much much more better than u..
    0r rather u r the worst among the worst...
    talk abt her angry liaox..
    wed Co still scold ben!
    wth ..
    scold us fer ridiculous things..
    voice like chicken still shout shout shout..
    thursdae was the earliest i went g0t home at abt 3+ coz in school nth to do..
    then nite g0t syco then went home early..
    fridae todae..
    umm i STAYED AT HOME!
    i din go out..
    so rare l0r..
    hax..
    umm.. nth more ..
    better dae fer tml..

    . i dun wiish to be left out
    . nid someone to be wit mi
    . nid someone alwaes by my side
    . and i will find tat someone


    LOVE the CLIQUE 11:09 PM

    Friday, April 07, 2006
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    `i dunno wat to do
    `i am alreadi disappointed
    `i dunno how to give up
    `i wish to but i dun wish to too..
    `i....
    `i noe its impossible fer us..
    `i noe i will nvr have a chance..
    `but y i jus can't gif up..
    `its difficult to gif up..
    `jus let go my hands like tat?
    `haiz..

    guys thx fer ur support..
    alwaes my gd frenz..
    grace,yt,rt,serene,yvonne,melia,qiang,ben,daniel,xiang,brent,ahmin,shien,amanda,jiayan
    thx ppl..
    realli thx alot fer ur support..
    and encouragement..
    whoeva i left out? oso thx... thx alot alot..

    guess wat yellow house champion house this year again!! OOO!!!
    yellow ke mama oleole ahah..
    haiz i todae run 100m like shit sia.. so paiseh and the track is damn slippery can..
    almost felt down..
    this year quite boring no ppl are enthu abt it... the cheering sux.. the sec1 all damn boring..
    chey.. ony during relay then more high..
    then sat one side wit grace and saw s0me things..
    guess wat i encourage myself n0t to think and feel sad? by saying nonsense and laughing myself -.- ...
    tats lame..
    umm.. she was laughing wit him.. she sure must be veri happi to be wit him ba..
    the fact is alwaes the fact..
    we jus can't change it.. since things had become like this then let natural take place ba..
    haiz...
    after tat went to watch movie wit brent,ahmin,qiang,meiling,mi,daniel,ben... be4 tat outside stadium..
    mi and ben so damn extra.. so many couples... or alnmost all got stead l0l..
    too many couples...
    and brent and ahmin is so damn omg.. like yvonne tay...
    they 2 couples watched ultraviolet...
    then mi daniel and ben watch ice age 2 veri funny lor..
    but i slept awhile coz too tired... then oso tinking of s0methings...
    after tat we went bak home...

    the l0ve alwaes remains
    i can't gif u my promise
    il0veu*____




    LOVE the CLIQUE 9:43 PM

    Tuesday, April 04, 2006
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    ` rmb the yueding we had?
    ` i promise u i will brg u to there..
    ` but wait when everithings r ready ba..

    u r still the gal i noe..
    u r better n0w huh?
    i tink so ba..
    even if everione goes against u..
    i will still be by ur side..

    .t0o many things happened since school reopens..
    .yupz.. 1st i guess is grace and u..
    .then i guess is u and him..
    .then tat lan jiao kia...
    .then n0w meiying..cause s0me ppl..
    .i realli dunno wat u chouchou gang ppl trying to do..
    .if this carry on then there will be n0 ending..
    .i won't blame u grace..
    .meiying ar.. guess u won't understand..
    .s0 wat having m0re "supporters"
    .bigger backup..?
    .going call water?
    .call lar...
    .n0w diao each other g0t no wr0ng..
    .haiz u guys jus simply boring...
    .stop making a nuisance of urself..
    .tell wateva u wanna tell meiying.. fer all i care..
    .even if she is g0nna help u guys s0 be it..
    .jus to tell u guys she din complain to mi.. i jus happen to heard them talking..
    . i noe u guys pity mi.. but i realli dun nid ppl to pity mi and thx fer u guys concern..
    . since its 0ver then over lor.. wat 4 rmb it.. it jus makes ur life w0rst...
    . since this is the ending then let it be..
    . its better then goign against fate...
    . its n0 use..
    . wats the use of watching ppl get hurt? its not fun ! its jus childish... u were 0nce gd frenz..
    . dun let this friendship end 0ver a guy!

    0ne word fer todae BAD DAE!
    shld n0t even had transfer t0 this bl00dy fcuking school..
    evg ppl still r0ckz...:]







    LOVE the CLIQUE 8:57 PM

    Sunday, April 02, 2006
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    ` wAts l0sT iish alwaEs l0St
    ` wAts d0ne jus caNnot bE und0ne
    ` wAts br0ken jus reMains br0ken
    ` and my heArt iish the 0ne tat iish br0ken
    ` and cAn't be meNd bak ..
    ` and i l0st u & i cAn nvr hAf u bAk by mY siDe


    *i simply l0ve u t0o much___


    m0rning went fer less0n..
    learnt new s0ng..
    hong qi qu shang hong qi yang..
    after lesson went bak h0me had my lunch..
    then went out to meet qiang and bEn..
    then went to ssc t0 play lan..
    warcraft again..
    met beth there..
    then saw roy there..
    then played few rounds...
    till abt 6+ which cost mi 7 dollar!
    then went down to KFC ben and beth had their dinner..
    then mi and qiang wait fer my father to fetch us g0 eat..
    then my dad fetch my sis and us to woodland centre eat.. then
    h0me sweet h0me..

    . i jus hate myself
    . fer n0t able t0 do anything fer u
    . fer n0t having tat courage
    il0veu*______


    LOVE the CLIQUE 9:18 PM

    Saturday, April 01, 2006
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    ` i can't do anything
    ` i 0nly can watch quietly by a side
    ` thought i cld once feel of having someone by my side
    ` but i jus jus can't
    ` wats not mine not matter how hard i force its alwaes not mine
    ` its hard to accept the fact but its the fact
    ` i ......

    suppose to g0 to SCH todae..
    but dun feel like going..
    as so many ppl not going..
    so dun go lor..
    then woke up at 12..
    met qiang,beth and roy at khatib then go to cityhall..
    went to citylink eat..
    then went to bugis to help qiang buy something..
    then went to dhoby ghaut.. to paradiz
    to play lan..
    played warcraft...
    till 5+ ..
    we went bak..
    then beth and qiang stayed there..
    while mi and roy went bak..
    then went to my ah mah house lor..
    once more a boring dae..
    still thinking of wat to do....
    HAIZ....
    i dunno wat to do
    i am confuse
    i jus dun wiish to...
    il0veu*_____


    LOVE the CLIQUE 11:44 PM