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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
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morning 6.30 wake up lohz...then suppose to meet sihui and amanda at stadium..then is like when i wake up i lie on the bed trying to sms sihui but then she nvr reply..call her oso nvr ans..then i sms amanda to make sure is meet at 7.30 then we try to call sihui but then sihui overslept lohz..diaox...then change le ..then my mother wake up suppose to make breakfast..for my sis..then end up my father took all the bread away lohz..then i play awhile computer be4 going to eat at 883 with my mother after that..i walk to the bus stop the bus jus gone..then i went to another bus stop then think think coz going library then lazy come back home again so i wait at the bus stop awhile go back home get my pants..lohz..then i was so damn hell late..lohz..then sihui sms say she meet us at causeway coz she very tired..then saw miss teng at the stadium outside coz she going to evps then she oso stay near there ma..then talk with her..then amanda and me carry on to stadium..go there run to exercise..then i run 2nd round cannot run so shi bai lohz..go stich coz morning eat too much le..then rest awhile then carry on ..haha..nan de..then wanted go gym then think think dun wan coz we only go awhile then is like must pay $3.50 then must y dun go then i went to amanda house coz amanda need to bath..so i oso change there..then play with his bro so cute lohz..then carry on to causeway to meet sihui then amanda hungry so we go eat mac..then chatting down there till sihui come then we go buy clip coz sihui wan..she wanted to act innocent again..so we go took neo print again but then this time nicer then tat time de...then we went to creative corner to make star thingy..then we went library..do research then at 1st amanda say wanna do with me but then in the end she sae she wanna do individual work..she hoh..is like wah lao loh...after that do until 2+ is like so damn hell early.. then i wanted borrow a few books then yesterdae amanda use my card to borrow books..then now sihui need then only can borrow 4 books ma..then yesterdae borrowed 3 books..then is like i need 2 books..then sihui dun wanna lend me her card..then when i try to scan my that dumb card the machine like spoil then fed up so nvr borrow then sihui and amanda is like ran awae..diaox..then i went home then saw them at interchange..dunno where the hell they go la..dun care la..then i went home..so sianx man keep facing the computer..then trying to do research then trying to do the project in computer but then no powerpoint and microsoft word software then cannot do..bloody hell lohz..so jus do nth jus face the com after that went to buy dinner..lohzz...dumb dae!!
Monday, May 30, 2005
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have a very fun dae todae lohz..so happy!morning went to old campus pack our co things lohz..then morning actually meeting sihui and amanda end up i thought i was late then when i got off the bus i did not see them then when i was in the mrt station i sms sihui ask them where they are they sae they still waiting for the bus..then nvm lohz..i went to admiralty then wanted to wait them there..then i go see the bubble tea shop got open ma..then when i going to the bus station..the bus jus gone then sihui and amanda was inside so i run to the next bus stop..but then the bus "got" wait for me lehz...dumb lohz..then when i board on another bus the bus went on the other route ,i thought it went to the wrong place then end up actually was 962 new route damn lohz..then reach school started packing up then is like not much things then zhang still so dumb make 2 daes for us to pack then wed then move to new campus..actually not much ppl came to pack..then sihui, amanda, yvonne , jervis and me took out all the shoes in the room..then me and jervis put all those shoes in the box..then sihui and amanda they all dunno go where la..then end up only me and jervis packing up the whole room..then yvonne sae tat zhang lao shi sae tml dun need come audrey they all finish packing..then is like be4 sihui and we all going alreadi like almost all pack finish lohz..then is like y not tml move to new campus lohz..after kenny ,kaiqi and we all went to bugis to chen lao ban the shop..to buy some things lohz..then after kenny and kaiqi dunno go where so yvonne,sihui , amanda and me went to long john eat then we went to parco or maybe seiyu outside the water fountain there play..then play till so shuang..then is like whhen we try pushing amanda in the fountain the water frm the hole shoot into her skirt then her skirt flew up then everyone was like ooooo..haha so funny then amanda only abit wet then me and sihui most wet..yvonne being force by us haha..then when we abt to go we 3 went in the fountain then go..then we went to toilet trying to dry up then we went abit of shopping looking at things..then see wat present to buy for wika..then we went to take mrt..then on the way back..we chat till so shuang then is like yvonne wow "got"sae alot of things then we got off at admiralty then yvonne went home then only we 3 got buy bubble tea then i treat them then our bubble tea we tried the new flavours so nice man..then we put 2 scoop of pearls and 1 scoop of mix jelly almost half cup are those..then we went to library do some research on our holidae project...then sihui and i hold "hands" haha..we 2 act as we r steady haha...then walk to library then in library my sis call me then i talk until half way wanted to hang off then i accidentally press on loud speak then everyone look at me..so diu nian haiz..then in library found a few books then started chatting till abt 7+ lohz..then me and sihui hold each other fingers haah...then went to print club..then took photos..haha..then sihui put on a clip and act innocent lol...so funny..then after that we went to interchange take bus home lohz..then when sihui alighting the bus we sae we break up then tml then patch hax..anyway todae very fun ....
Sunday, May 29, 2005
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morning so sianx..loh wake up so early..then must go jin lao shi house for lesson...during the morning actually dun wanted to go xin hai..coz kenny say he not going then i at 1st thought sihui and amanda oso not going..but then boyuan tell me they going..lohz..then he oso called jun hong ..then jun hong say they oso going so i decided to go xin hai..after lesson i went back home to change lohz..and keep reminding myself to bring quanhui's vcd but then still forgotten haiz..tml then give her back..when i reach home 12+ le..then i took bus to interchange then went to long john have lunch and breakfast myself..coz too hungry le then i took mrt to bugis lohz..the whole journey in the mrt so damn sianx .. jus listening to songs..then reach xin hai..started raining so heavily..then is like after i reach there they abt to go lunch le..then got alot of new pu lohz..then practise awhile in the rm then wang lao shi keep askign me to go in for combine with them so no choice i went in then the da gege blow suona very good one oso there...then he guide us lohz..me and quanhui..mostly all blow abit..cannot catch up ..coz some nvr hear be4 so dunno how is it like..after the last song was long teng haha..so fun loh.. blow till so shuang..coz long teng i noe how to play msot of the part but then i tell the da gege to blow the suona solo part but he say he dunno is like impossible lohz..he even memorise the whole qu liaox..lohz..then i dun dare play..so end up the part no one play..-_-ll then continue after the combined..sihui and amanda went back..le then is like i think sihui still quite angry with me..so nvr follow along so i waited for kenny they all..then coz thursdae they going old folks home perform for some only..then they combined a few songs then jun hong and me help kenny play the percussion instrument then is like so fun we anyhow play haha...after that till 4+ or 5+ then coz i think kai qi need to get home early..then kenny still need to practise with those ppl..then i think they have a fight la..quarrel..or something not sure la..after the whole thing saw kai qi waiting outside ..then i wait for jun hong so me and jun hong went back together then in mrt we very tired so we felt asleep lohz..after when i reach home..quite tired lohz..but then i very late then bath then play com till now jus now not long ago finish bathing... ..
Saturday, May 28, 2005
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morning went to evps lohz..then help them tune their instruments coz they performing ..as it was the Achievement dae lohz..then zhan lao shi ask me hows the alumni going..then i say fine lohz...jus trying to get the proposal done but then we cannot find any suitable conductor then i say everyone wish that u can be our conductor then he then ok lohz..and then he say that jus try to finish the alumni proposal as fast as possible lohz..then i tell everyone is like everyone so happy that zhan lao shi can be our conductor..wish that this alumni thingy can faster set up..hehex..after that in hall see them perform wah lao is like the chang chen yao..i listen le then walk away like so diu nian..but then nvm count me singapore still quite good..but then nvm loh they quite nervous anyway gd performance lohz..after that those graduated students all ask weng lao shi can play fen yong awhile is like she say can then we all so happy so we go borrow instrument then play fen yong haha long time nvr play together le the feeling so nice..most proberbly ppl will come back again on next sat then play fen yong together haha.. after that went to causeway swensen weng lao shi treat us on ice creams..and french fries..nicem an then we oso discuss abt that alumni thing with her...after that we wanted go library discuss but then too many ppl...we scared go there cannot kena chase out coz of too many ppl..then wanted to book cc's conference rm but then the incharge person not there..then we decided to go kenny's house discuss..then we went there discuss talk abt alot of things with weng lao shi then we went to the living room weng lao shi edit the proposal in her laptop while we watch our concert...hehex..then after awhile when weng lao shi gone we went downstair the bb court play bb..then wenyi they all go buy bubble tea for us..then after that when they come back saw ruting and yoke ting..so they ask them come..then be4 they came sihui and the others was talking abt ruting things...la..but then of coz i kept quiet jus orh orh orh lohz..wat can i say..then of coz i will be abit angry la..coz i think they abit too much le lohz..then even wanted to scold ruting but then when ruting and yoke ting came nvr scold lohz..nvm la..then after when yoke ting and ruting walk away then they carry on talking abt her to me..then i mm...after yoke ting came bak talk to me then awhile later i went to 768 meet my parents to eat lohz..then got back home le...very tired man..
Friday, May 27, 2005
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todae spring cleaning in class..coz gonna move to new campus le..next term so excited abt the new campus .. wanna use the facilities man..be4 that after recess go back to class ma..then is like wah lao our incharge prefect sheryl wah lao..lohz..say we very noisy then she off the fan..then is like after recess most ppl very warm loh .. she purposely loh ..then ben is like keep talk back..then i angry i go on the fan..then sheryl push me away lohz..then when i walk back my seat she off the fans and lights!!then wen bing quite angry with me too..lohz...ha..then he shout lohz..anyway nvm..then those prefects tell mr tan thiam soon..then he ask me wat happen wah lao then i thought he will shout at me but nvr lehz..so good loh..then mrs ng and mdm leong come to class le..after that mr tan ask mdm leong to handle the prob..then sheryl alredi go back class then the dumb mdm leong wan me get her back..then she ask me say sry lohz...wah lao then i say if wanna say sry both of us aapologise too..coz i think that is very like no fair..coz she started the fight 1st..then dumb mdm leong say ok..but then in the end sheryl got apologise leh then we only shake hands diaox..so lame lohz..still ask me say sheryl jie jie can yuan liang wo ma..is like wah lao..dumb loh mdm leong..then in the end sheryl "got" apologise..haiz...bad luck to have this kind of form teacher..after that mdm leong gave us our report book ... wah lao loh.. she so sux loh..she dun wanna give to those ppl whose parents are meeting her..i am included too..then i say my mother nvr come but she insist that my mother will come then dun wanna return ..after that she was talking to mrs ang so i saw joseph and nicholas go take their report book see ma then i oso go tou tou see...wah lao i nvr drop till siao loh my position wah lao if not coz of the cheating thingy..i will stil lget position 35..haiz..must work hard! next term at least a top 20 ..then when everyone gone except that those parents meeting teacher de stay back..then she only let us see our report book..wah lao loh...haiz..nvm she jus sux..she teach chi wah lao..very interesting lehz..so sian one..then have her lesson equals to not having lesson..siian diaox...after school amanda and me and yvonne accompany sihui stay back but then wah yvonne cannot stay alwaes like tat...then we look at ppl playing badminton in the hall...wah lao yong zheng and wen bin "not" very gd lohz..then go fitness play aawhile..then go abck hall paly awhile volleyball and play tattee with kean may..abt 4+ we go to class...then sihui form teacher mr oh 6pm then come lohz..then wait outside to serve the parents till 8++ ten last class 1D and 1C lohz..then i stand till my leg gonna break le..then abt 7+ i accompany yoke ting go back home then go back school again..abt 8+ we were the last few students then mrs sim gave us a ride to sembawang mrt..she say dun wan us to wait bus go mrt station faster..then her car so nice lohz...mrs sim oso quite gd after talking to her..then sihui amanda and me took 962 to causway coz sihui's mrt card no money cannot take mrt...then have to take bus...to woodlands then they went eat long john i watch them eat then we chat lohz..till interchange ..then we go home le..so sianx..now tml need to wake up early go evps tune their instruments..
Thursday, May 26, 2005
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teacher told us our level and class position le..my class position is 35, level is 145..haiz..so sian loh in class.. the mdm leong siao one loh hate her..she sux lehz..so insulting...she very guo fen loh..coz todae she nominated some prefects..i jus only wanted to know who are the prefects nominated..i only ask her who are the prefects nominated,then she say wat dun have ur name la.. coz ur study not very good and then some other shit oso..is like wow..i "wanna" be a prefect lehz..i "love" being a prefect..she say until as if i am wishing to be a prefect like that..loh..then she saw yvonne sad which is not about the prefect thingy..then she say wat yvonne sry i nvr chose u ..dun be sad ..wah lao is like yvonne not even caring abt the prefect thing..wah lao the mdm leong damn guo fen..talk craps leh...she say wat being a prefect must have prefect looking..wah lao loh..she still those with long hair cannot be prefect..then wateva general appearance very bad all cannot be prefect..she nominated the prefect mostly are not quite up to the standard..but then she nvr choose wenbin..is like wenbin is very capable..then she say wen bin only have monitor look..diaox.."dun" feel like killing her..after that got assembly..the assembly show damn lame lehz..i watch till i slp..slp till so nice then damn junfeng keep waking me..then i stay back to wait for sihui they all ..so sian ma go home nth to do leh...then in the tan bo classroom..i play with their instruments then wait till sihui come back then i talk with her..coz sihui monitress ma ..must go to new campus and familialise with the school..then the irritating freak yvonne frm classroom keep fan me till 4+ for my hp then she went home..coz she got syco..then she wanted to sms some1 loh..freak man...after that when tan bo finish practise sihui, amand and i went to causeway to accompany me buy jiayan's present then we went to admaralty buy bubble tea..then the person ask us try other flavours so i chosen mango, sihui is honeydew and amanda still drink the same she dun wanan change which is choc..then sihui drink the honeydew ..she say she dun wanna drink wanna exchange with me..then she say she drink till she wanted to vomit..then i drank the honeydew still ok lohz..then she say the mango oso disgusting..then she drink till half gave me drink..then we walk home together..talking chitchatting..abt luv ha..amanda and sihui talk abt their luv loh..then me only chat a few words abt her with them lohz..after that got home at abt 7+..then after i bathed,,my mother say some rubbish wateva loh..she say my father say dun wanna let me go out during june holidae..then my dad ask my mum to shut up he dun wanna tell me abt it..wah lao is like they say ask me study at home..is like be4 exam i alredi study till siao le..dun wanan let me play..idiot loh..then my mum say she decided to attend the parents meeting session tml..is like wah lao listen to teacher talk craps..then my mum say she wanna tell mdm leong say she wan me change school..wah lao loh i damn angry then i say that if they wan me change school..then i must y dun study anymore..then they dun let me go out my mother say if i go out dun ever coem back to home again..then i say dun come back dun come back lohz..i am boiling man so angry..damn hell bloody suckers man they all..wat parents are they so idiotic...
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
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Morning after assembly..then 1G,F,H and E stay in hall for the tour briefing! after that went to class to leave our things loh..then mdm leong wanted us to form grps of 4..wah lao she still say wat boys in one grp..gals in 1 grp..then dun allow shien and ben to be together..she sux loh..then ben stomachache!she mei liang xin one loh..ben wanted to go toilet she dun let..when she know that ben have a stomachache! even wanted to bring to mrs sim..!! sux loh...after i accompany ben go toilet ..he lao sai so "nice" man..i "nvr" almost fainted..then we went down to the office outside wait for bus..then still raining so heavily man..bad luck..after that we went to chinatown and some other lame places...interesting loh...i "luv" the trip man it is so "fun"!! then damn tour guide so fierce one loh bloody hell..talk some sort of so many rubbish on the way to chinatown-_-ll...wat stupid betel nut,wat or wateva shit la..so boring man..wah lao he dun even allow us to sit anywhere! then still ask us sit infront..wah lao we cannot even talk man..must listen to him talk craps..then his eyes wah lao look at us hoh the eyes must open so big lehz..then amelia,jiayan and me laugh like siao..talking abt that tour guide..after that when we reach chinatown..we went to the theatre there watch that very lame opera backstage scene how they makeup and wateva shit la..then i watch till i zzzz...so sian loh..after we walk to the wat chinese heritage tour thingy la..inside so dark so creepy haha....then is like we walk the whole place..wah lao..then mdm leong say wat last time tat place is where the coffins are put loh..wah then my class ppl some so scared .. jiayan oso..wah lao..then coz i keep talking abt the ghost thing..jiayan so scared haha..then she even say later at nite the ghost come fnd me-_-ll..she so superstitious man..i "GOT" saw be4 ghost lehz..so superstitous lehz..ppl jus think too much of those things then got imagination..after that we carry on in the bus to the wat asian civilisation thing la..lame loh..i in the bus coz i sit infront then i listen to discman..the rout guide go snatch my discman loh..he "not" very interesting lehz..then tell the wat driver that i give him de..the driver a malay he very kao pei lehz..then after that we went in the museam..the museam wah lao those thingy so expensive loh..got one necklace made of pure gold and wah lao got 75 carats!! wah lao..if u got that u rich le....after that we go to the little india then when i got the bus ben ask the bus driver and return my discman...he shout say no! wah lao..then he say he give to mdm leong..mdm leong after the trip return me..then when we got to little india wow.."not very smelly..after when goign back to school i slept in the bus loh..so tired after..go back school eat.. then is like no classes came back we r the 1st class loh..half an hour later some classes came back..-_-ll then yvonne , amelia and me went to jiayan's house watch ge dou! ge dou so damn nice loh .. xiao kui dunno got die or not sad man..must watch the last episode next week!very nice..coz i saw the preview after that go causeway meet sihui and amanda..then we went home..together la..then we talk talk talk..zhijie call sihui to talk abt some shit cookies..thingy wateva..then we call zheng zheng..which is yong zheng haha...we talk to him then sihui like keep teasing him haha..then i accompany sihui home loh..
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
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jus wish she will jus treat me as a normal friend? my heart may be broken..but jus need some time to fix back...or need some1 to fixed back ma? but if u really have any problems, dun mind if i can help u share ur prob ba? i won't remember the dae we went to meet rachael in sun plaza..then ur hp was left in the bus, so i went chasing after the bus..during the time in the cinema and in causeway when we...i dun wish to forget that dae..and that kind of very happy and the feeling which cannot be describe when u accepted me..i will alwaes remember it...dun think u still remember wat happen ba..nvm i understand..although i may not really luv u 4eva..but i will nvr forgot wat happen during that dae..if i will say proberbly thats the most happiest dae from when i was born till now.. todae see her only a few times loh..her class went excursion...so only morning assembly saw her..after class todae..jiayan,amelia, yvonne and me went to KFC eat..then i went back school..jiayan and amelia went back home ..while that dumb yvonne went to northpoint to meet her friends..go northland diaox..then i got co so went back to school..wah i practise till siao..longteng and my solo song..wah lao practise really very siao loh..when i going home saw crystal and sihui they all ppl..then chat with yoketing, sihui and amanda..so fun loh..sihui headache..then amanda,sihui and me went buy bubbletea..after i accompany sihui home coz she headache..then we chat loh..so fun..then she tell me something duh...anyway i alredi know le ...
Monday, May 23, 2005
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still luv her but Y diD i HaVe a KinD feeling of wanting her to be with him? really wish she will cherish him..think he really luv her alot too..but then i really wish u will tell me the fact whether u still like me..even it is tat bit..i wanna know the ans only.. damn sianx..man..nth to do todae whole dae at home...actually was suppose to go jiayan house watch ge dou tian wang..but then amelia go her cousin house..then jiayan actually del the ge dou and then she must redownload again..NOT very long leh..Then she tell me she dl wrong episode..after that then she dl the correct one till 2++ then she show me in the webcam but then too lag..then must watch again on wed..go her house..waiting for wed the ge dou damn nice man..haiz..tml got co..
Sunday, May 22, 2005
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Yesterdae nvr blog so tired loh..my sis had a party at home,birthdae party, then todae morning very early wake up nth to do so come and blog loh...damn lots of ppl come to my house yesterdae..so noisy ..got buffet ..so nice man love the pudding...then 9++ i go sleep in my sis rm...coz still got alot ppl at my house then i so tired...so i sleep loh..after that my dad wake me up ask me go my rm sleep..everyone gone le..then still got babies all so cute..chubby niece..happy dae for my sis loh..then her f riend all keep jumping on my bed , my cousins ..too make my bed so messy...argh..gtg le..going for suona lesson then go xin hai..
Friday, May 20, 2005
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Jus Finish watching the 7.00pm show..somethings in the story enlightens me..y is it tat i must make myself unhappy? Y not be much more xiao sa abit..y not jus rang yi bu..proberbly there will be a happy ending for both them..Love some1 does not mean we must be together..as long as she is happy so will i...think i will try thinking in this way..much more open-minded..proberbly this will stop my pain .. think can get over it soon..i will carry on loving her but not be a third party in them..I jus wanna tell u tat i will not irritate u jus treat me as a normal friend k?really wish u can at least treat me as ur friend.. Todae..got co..practise xiang yan...then got back home do nth loh.. jus bath, play com awhile watch show..now playing com again quite sianx...then after watching the show .. got alot of gan xiang loh..learn quite alot of things in the show..the show oso damn nice..love it..so gan ren..
Thursday, May 19, 2005
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Once consider of giving Up...but y can't i Jus 4get her? So hard ma? Can I ever Get Over it? Y dun I have the Courage to ask 4 Patch,Jus Kai Bu Liao Kou.. Scared of BEing Rejected huh? rEally WisH To do Smthing 4 Her..BuT Wat Can I Do??? Got back D&T paper nvr fail...54/100 only..haiz .. dun care loh..then the mr lee in workshop ask me help him clean up machine kena cut sia..damn hell pain...the machines so sharp loh..Then Afternoon tan po got co..but yan lao shi nvr come..yvonne went for the badminton match..ha .. the baowen quite act loh..almost win loh 2 on 2..after that sihui and amanda in class..playing fen yong..tan till so fast...tml ta zu .. xiang yan and yu zhou hai ge i think...xiang yan damn hell easy man...waiting for sat..must faster finish the proposal..have a feeling that our alumni can finally be formed...ummm...jus wish our proposal can be accepted..cannot slag le...
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
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Got back my sci paper..Got 53 only ..too dissapointed but then nvr fail very good le..todae so damn hell angry loh..Dumb Liang Lao Shi change my seat frm back to front..then i changed with ben...-_-ll..He bloddyy fool stay behind sms shien...-_-ll i Feel like killing him...then after ace..i wanna change back idiot benjamin cheah dun wan change bloody hell...so wat loh...all liang lao shi fault...she thinks changing me to the front can make me study wa lao...i will study..leh..say wat must be independant dun hang around too much with our friends..maths to the end of school do nth at the front eng period have been sleeping...ta ma de..Ben idiot oso...at the back sms..shien then say he dun wanna change back..wow..he not interesting,sms say HAPPY NEW YEAR I DUN WANNA CHANGE BACK, I LOVE UR SEAT COZ I CAN SMS!!!!! dun feel like slicing him into pieces...Eng period sleeping thinking abt her..loh..u ppl shld know who le hoh..think until i......dun say le..nth much to talk abt...
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
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Wat Am I thinking!haiz...so troubled...troubling by alot of things..ba.:( feeling low? Sad...todae got Co..practise Matsuri..then wang lao shi ask me play long teng..suona solo part and i oso practise my own suona solo song..todae got back eng paper , hy paper and maths paper..my maths sux alot man...so lousy now is scared that eng might fail if add compo...then hy not bad loh..very sad nvr get top for chi!!!! i got only 75/80!!! li zhi i gonna win u 79/80!!!!! argh.....sob...sihui still angry sia!! sry loh...hana buy for u ur list of items...k? give me time 1st...but then i must buy the necklace too..ha..dun angry le loh..xiao hui...sry ...
Monday, May 16, 2005
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Mrs Chia And Miss TenG NvR comE!!! Then we nvr got back our lit and eng paper!!! Think literature must WaiT till nexT week ba...haiz..then got back geography Sob.. i think estimate abt 59/90!!! haizz....SaD so many Failures in Class Loh .. Tml wish can Get back history , maths and eng paper ba...after that yvonne,amelia and me went to jiayan house!! Watch Ge dou ..it rox man...then we went causeway while amelia and yvonne go home .. then i wait for my mum and sis..to order my sis b'dae cake!! she opening party..then i just bought a shoe!!! nice man..Todae sihui oso angry with me..forgotten wat happen le..mmm..jus wish for a much more happy dae tml...
Sunday, May 15, 2005
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Am I too crazy about Her? Y everydae thinking of hEr neh?Thought Of Patching But scared being Rejected? Y i so TimId? Todae went to Xin Hai , morning got lesson...xin hai cool man..quite nice to play..then after tat went to walk walk with sihui and amanda and boyuan at orchard... then boyuan go home...then walk so one necklace quite nice...i wanted to buy for her..next time go annd buy!! then sihui say she wan!!still say got alot of things she wan!!..diaox...then i saw a small poach...so nice i wanted to buy!! Sihui still got a list of things ask me buy-_-ll!!!Tingx take care...loh...u fell down ar? take care hoh...
Saturday, May 14, 2005
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Haiz..Few days ago COM SPOIL!!! AGAIN!! this com so suck loh..MY Father say MUst WAit Till JunE!! I gonnA Wait Till i siao le..Toodae went school early go evpps...then went to watch the pacifier with stacy,wenyi and zhi qi loh..SO funny man..hax..love it..then we went on dicussing abt the alumni thingy...wish our proposal may be accepted...we thought alot of things that we nvr thought be4 till todae loh..!! Then i went to my ah ma house makan...few daes no write le...so sad....
Sunday, May 08, 2005
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Todae Went 2 library Study again..wah lao history i gonna study till siao liao loh..mad le..afternoon till 7pm++ keep revising .. jus wish that tml exam can be easy and i can get a A1 for my history and Eng...dunno how to study for Geography le..wed got geo and D &T loh dunno wat to do..geography damn hell lots of chapter...our school siao one..wah if i can get at least 5 A1 i will happy like siao loh...after went to causeway look aroudn and eat long john silver..then omg at long john wah lao saw a lady beside us look so damn like ruhua!!! a young lady some more !!! make up like so damn er xin somemore he has a BF!!!! omg ..u saw her u will laugh like mad...after we went take neo print...sianx..tml morning meeting sihui go interchange early in the morning to revise again..
Saturday, May 07, 2005
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Exams coming lOh, neXt week leh..sianx sia...Todae went to Woodlands Library with jiayan and amelia loh..they "got" revise there loh..then they tell me they revise at home..then tml going to library again..the 3rd floor wow very "quiet" loh..diaox..thought it was suppose to be quiet then leh..haiz...then i now only memorise frm chap1-3 still have chapter 4 and 5..Yvonne interesting loh..she still say she can go..end up leh she "got" go loh..wow...we revise till 2+++ diaox loh...then go arcade awhile till 3+ or maybe 4++ then amelia mum wan her go back home wow loh..no sian leh..then we all go home loh..jiayan went home zzz...while ipaly com..then abt 6++ amelia call me and conference with jiayan..then we chat loh..sian sia...tml going revise history in library...haiz..morning no suona lesson cancelled coz boyuan at 1st wanan celebrate mother's day tml..then he sms say now his mother in hospital..then think got mang chang yan..wish his mother get well soon loh...haiz...sianx..
Friday, May 06, 2005
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Todae morning Chi Paper 2..quite ok loh..Wow the Fill in the blanks.."nvr" only have two words come out loh..all "not very easy" loh..Out of 100 words in the txtbks only 2 words come out in the paper ..todae morning nvr read till siao loh...interesting..After tat went to causeway with jiayan , amelia and yvonne to eat...coz 1D got the sci remedial till 11..so after that went to sun plaza meet them..we go visit our new campus..Wow..Very not opiang..the sketch draw untill so nice so big..then in real life leh..haiz...but then ok la quite big..the classroom damn hell lots of windows loh..diaox...they say wat hall chairs press something the chairs will come out..press again will go back.."not" high tech leh...then still got auditorium..and wat use fingerprints to go in school..must scan our fingerprints diao loh...after that sihui.clement,song rong,ruting , yoke ting and me went to song rong house..play!! playing in his parents room..play with the ball loh..he got one chair so shuang..can spin around loh..fun man ..clement and i keep spinning and spinning loh..after they play "rugby" in the room..while i lie on the bed listening songs..i listen to wo nan guo so many times..almost cried infront of them then sihui make me laugh loh..thinking of our past loh..anyway is past le why should i go remember it neh? dun talk this le..liao..later going to causeway meeting yoke ting to popular buy art materials...
Thursday, May 05, 2005
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Haiz...Haiz...todae got into fight with ben ..interesting loh..ren too long le!!! whole hand numb when he beat my hand ..after i fell down i got injured, then got so call coucilling by mrs ang..actually mrs ang quite good not that bad..then she wanna us be friends again loh..I got injured..she know... But..she dun seems to be worried at all?Even so, y must she be sad? She is obviously already gave up on me..wateva i do she seems like she heck cares? Anyway better she should not get worried..she love the other guy , so she cares more on him...even if i die dun think she will be sad ba?Ummm...elbow still so pain sia..swing it around right hand whole hand so pain...Jus now when going back tat time....she like nothing happen? Even if she is worried wat i wan her to do? asking myself al this questions making myself must more sad..y did i think of all this? If not for Opiangs and Sihui and Yoke Ting they all..dun tink i will still so open minded now...she blocked me msn..haiz..cannot chat loh...Everyday can only keep my problems in my heart..dun tink anyone knows abt it..
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
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She has no more feelings for me huh, she is so happy with him huh..if i can move her ne? will she ever accept me again ma? Think she have chosen him le ba...obviously huh? Everydae feeling so miserable ? Morning jus cried a little while.. quite sad coz of yesterdae things loh..haiz..dun say le..after tat in school then ok le .. Benson say he wanna beat that guy diaox...he joking ba? Benson quite good.. he very funny in the phone talk to him so nice hehe... I now same boat as two person loh..hax..all coz of luv..coz the three luv the person too much ..but this three other people all luv other ppl le..then we can only jus watch them with another person so nice..Y did she ignore him huh? Since she luv him y she dun wan tell him? or did he know le? They are perfect match..But wat can i do ? jus watch at the side and give them blessings... I won't give up!
Todae after school went to sun and eat then went back home..got back home my house having new air-con..my old air-con spoilt haiz... but then now still not fixed must wait to tml...then while they fixing i watching sprited away so nice man!! i like it man quite funny and sad...after that play computer now..
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
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Why is todae so weird? why is it that everybody is talking abt love!! even teachers..thought it was suppose to be a good day?I dreamt of her yesterdae but forgotten the dream..When i walk on the street seeing couples so tian mi .. i am envy..so wat if i am envy? wat can i do? why must i be envy... I love her..so..she love another guy..she is happy with him..they match.. Keep giving them best wishes...keep telling myself as long as she is happy i will oso be happy..but i dun seems to..instead i am being much more sad...why can't i luv? why do people keep asking me to give up..loving some1 is not a crime ba? Tried giving her up...tried not to think of her..all this things i jus cannot do it...anyone know wat is love? is this love? I think i really love her too much!even mrs ng has been saying without a gf i seems to be better..but am i really better...no one knows wat i am thinking..coz i can share my problems with no one..no people understand...only one person may understand..but jus dun dare to tell her abt it...alot of things has been keeping in my heart for so long...thinking of dying...but dun think that it will solve problems? or when i am died i dun need to think of any problems..no trouble no nth? is it better if i walk on the road..being bang by the car..?why has luv been troubling me..lastt time i keep thinking that she stiill loves me..didn't expect..few days later......*crying*after that i haven't been hoping for any hope from her luving me...coz wat she tell shien i think is....haiz...dun wish to have any more hope frm her...the hope higher i am much more dissapointed..now already totally sad and dissapointed..proberbly she is better with him...maybe is not proberbly it is surely? neither did i expect to be able to forget everything so fast and start a new beginning..i tink it may be better for her...if miracle would happened..would she once again accept me..? would she once again luv me..? will we be together again? think i am too native...guess it won't happen.....anyway jus thinking that if i am not born in this world i think it is much more better...i really dunno is luv happy , sad or is it a suffer?wat is it....no one knows the ans? u may not luv me anymore but no one can stop me frm loving u..i jus wan tat little rights to luv u...i jus wanna luv u..plz dun take away the rights to luv u...jus give me that little hope..or rights..even it is less than 1% or 0.1% i jus wan that hope and rights to luv u..jus treat me as ur normal friends......
Monday, May 02, 2005
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Ting u todae went out with yoke ting there all huh..diaox...i at home so sianx loh ...diaox..yoke ting and jiayan dun let me go out with them diaox...anyway u received that highlighter?todae morning till afternoon at home loh..damn hell sianx...then afternoon my friend ask me go donstair play basketball but then he went home so early..so i went to causeway walk walk..then when up timezone there saw april,jiayan and yoke ting dancing para -_-ll...then i went outside timezone saw my friend edwin..and his friends..hax ..his friends so humorous and friendly...then use him be dang qian pai haha...after saw jiayan and april come out...after awhile yoketing call me i turn back ...she with her sis and ting....after that i ting and jiayan and yoketing standing at the opposite side drinking water look ing at me...diaox..then abt 4+le i went walk walk...went to courts and other computer shops to look for computers...
Sunday, May 01, 2005
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Ting u todae went to jiayan house ar? lol...wats ur new msn...tell me leh...u go home so early!!. diaox...Todae so sian loh!! whole at home facing the computer .. except that morning got my suona lesson...then after nth to do in the afternoon..then yoke ting and jiayan called me at 4+++ and ask me go out...as ting was there loh..then in the end actually wanted me to give them a treat at swensen!!!!!then when i reach there Ting went home!!!!!wow...interesting loh..anyway hoh...yesterday..my mother talk to me hoh..coz i go library..she say i go out with gf again ..anyway abit diaoxx hoh..but then she talk to me like she agreed on i having gf...but dunno whether is truth ma la..but she like dun care dun care le..haha...if she agreed good loghh at least she won't interrupt my privacy....
