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    LOVE the CLIQUE 10:17 PM

    Monday, June 23, 2008
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    23.jun.08

    从来没有过的无奈
    从来没有过的问号s
    从来没有过的迷失
    从来没有过的挣扎
    从来没有过的悲伤
    从来没有过的无助

    这一切的“从来没有过” 一次过
    涌往我来,真的快喘不过气来了。
    也许是每件事的累计吧。
    我不知道自己还能挣扎多久,真的好辛苦。
    甚至一度有个自私的行为,去“回老家”。。。
    我好像变得连自己也不认识的我?
    好需要让自己喘口气。
    真的觉得自己好脆弱好脆弱。
    对不起大家就让我放肆一下吧。
    许多事情之间做得到但,如今不知为何却让自己的情绪控制回了。
    我真的不知道,
    不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道
    不知道不知道不知道。
    我不知道!!!



    LOVE the CLIQUE 6:17 PM


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    23.jun.08

    the day school reopens!
    what does it mean?
    1st:everyone starts busy mugging
    2nd:O level is drawing near
    3rd:everyone is graduating :[

    u guys shld be pondering why am i blogging at such hour huh?
    Haha, simply just cant get into slp.
    so decided to blog then mug till morning ba.

    umm.. my blog seems to be always having EMO posts.
    so is it this time.
    just kept thinking alot of stuff.
    its once again graduation but somehow its alot more depressing.
    of cos nt cos cchy but the frens and teachers.
    most ppl shld noe i hate the school but
    eventually u will jus develop feelings for the school.

    teachers like mrs sim
    [ha surprisingly rite, but she is real gd]
    she nvr fails to protect any cchygians,
    believe me if u ever haf the chance to speak to her or simply
    chatting with her,
    [which many ppl do not wish to, cos seeing her=having troubles]
    u will find her fun and loving..

    next up is FYN! a real young teacher tat always
    put her emotions at first place.
    but she is quite unique teacher tat i haf met..
    she will definitely drop tears during our graduation day,
    haha i wish to see tat :]

    mrs ng too, she is always nagging
    tats her style of resulting us to listen to her.
    she teach maths in a unique way so
    anything around us, she can apply it using maths.
    how well huh?!

    then it will be mr tan?
    always with his weird ideas resulted in me
    interested in science.
    use to hate science but after
    4 years of teaching by him
    science became my fav subject.
    surprisingly huh!

    miss tay L.c cannot be miss out too.
    she really guide me alot for F&N.
    if nt for her probably i wont score for F&N.
    i still rmb when she use to teach me in sec1 & 2.
    i always slept and din bother to do work.
    then when i was in sec 3, she was like
    "OMG! such a big change" face haha..
    P.s. miss tay i wont disappoint u for F&N ha!

    Mdm nora, use to be afraid of her when i was
    in lower sec. kinda fierce! like a tiger or smth majestic.
    but when she became my eng teacher,
    i noticed tat she is actually quite a joker and
    her lessons are very interesting too.
    she's our level coordinator so she always check on our attire,
    but she kinda always tries to close one eye.
    its her job to check us sometimes so bo bian
    must coordinate with her.
    really interesting haha..

    kinda long post huh, but dunno when i will
    haf the time to blog this kind of post.
    probably will be occupied by studies.
    tmr probably will be slping in class so better mug first.
    next will be to my bros and many other friends:]

    let me start with bro first ba:
    P.s. Dan: be honoured ok 3rd time write for u!
    haha, although we are further apart but
    hope u will tink for urself k.
    open ure eyes BIG!
    dun get cheat by others easily.
    after we graduate, probably dun haf ppl like
    me will counsel u. [bhb hehe]
    it is advisable u choose u decide ure own future properly k.
    u can do it! my phone will always be there for u haha.
    u are always full of regrets i wan u to rmb this:
    “做什么事都要想清楚是佛是自己想要的,
    如果是就千万别后悔,因为后悔很难受。”

    P.s. Xiang: pls ah dun always be obsess with grace ok!
    haha, seriously grace shld be glad to haf
    such a bf tat devotes to her so much.
    if u even haf the idea to marry her [kinda early]
    haf a stabilise and worthy work.
    so in order to get to this study man!
    3 mths nia earlier than me leh.
    dun always haf tat idea of
    "i NT leh" i gonna fuck u for tat. lols.
    who says NT cant study, cant work better.
    it jus a matter whether u are willing to work hard or not.
    but i am really glad to haf such a gd bro like u:]
    u changed alot! probably its gd but it can be bad.
    u became understanding but seriously gave in too much haha.
    but its alrite if u r willing to,
    wish the both of u all the best man!
    记得:“相信自己,别放弃自己,要不然没有人能帮你"

    P.s. MR KAY H.S.: eh pls ah GROW UP!
    u noe u r out of everyone of us the most CHILDISH!
    haha, but kinda worry alot for u.
    do things at the rite time k.
    its really time for u to wake up,
    dun wan u to regret in the future.
    haf a target of wat u wan to do next time,
    aim for tat, jus make sure u achieve it.
    i can tell u when u achieved it,
    u will notice tat happiness is smth u nvr had be4.
    tat is cos u work hard for it.
    rmb ure bartending?!
    there is one thing i wan u to rmb.
    “自己想要的,就要努力去争取
    就算失败但至少自己有努力过。
    跌倒了再爬起来。”

    P.s.Qiang: u idiot, always with those foolish jokes.
    almost like dan. SO LAME!
    and always wit tat heck care attitude,
    kinda jealous of it. wish i could haf tat attitude too,
    haha impossible, me is still me.
    u r always the one nt having any prob.
    anything also play play,
    but r/s this kind of thing dun keep playplay
    in turn it will hurt u deeply in the future.
    “做什么事要自己做的到才说,
    所以自己要说得到也做得到”

    P.s. Ah de: always occupied with ur BB.
    its a gd thing afterall, its ure interest.
    but after we leave do take care :]

    P.s. Sunhui: u changed quite alot,
    more and more direct speaking now.
    but sometimes u shld really keep things to ureself k.
    nt everyone can accept one.
    “你呢应该自私点,别太讲义气,要不然你死也不知为何。
    社会是很现实的”

    tats all for my bros.. guys must really take care.
    its really memorable with u guys.
    but majority of u all shld really tink for urself.
    believe me.. dun let urself be in disadvantage state.
    thanks for everything guys...

    next up the CLIQUE!!!
    i still rmb u all ok, dun say i "no heart"
    P.s. sihui: haha 6 years of friendship
    just past so fast..
    together in the same school for 6 years
    see u till i am bored! haha, jk!!!
    i am really glad i haf such a gd until cant gd friend
    appear in my life.
    but finally we will be going diff schools i guess?
    cos ures is poly but i haf to aim for a jc -.-
    dun tink i will be use to u nt giving
    me attitude in the future.
    haha. i appreciate everithing u haf done.
    thanks really a BIG THANK YOU!
    seriously to me, u r a the besta besta friend!!!
    probably will be seeing u
    as a office lady or tai tai next time?
    thanks for everithing :]
    my phone will also be there for u!!! if u require
    any help? haha..

    P.s. Jiayan: hey miss wu!
    u r usually the one counselling me while i counsel others.
    thanks for ure ears for this few years.
    although u do gif me attitude sometimes!!!
    haha, afterall, u r always of a gd help for me.
    thanks man!
    probably in the future u will also be like sihui be
    tai tai huh?! or one day i will see u on tv?!?!
    better be in TVB its better haha.
    the next charmaine sheh.
    but just rmb dun lose to ure emotions,
    which i always do but its still advisable nt to k..
    cos the one hurt most will be us.

    P.s. Ah mah TEO: oi ah mah!
    wats wrong wit big head ah..
    all cos of u spread until i tink whole school noe.
    so paiseh can.. idiot.
    umm, rmb how we get to noe ea other during
    the 1st day of sec 1?
    haha, how interesting huh?
    but seriously it wldnt be as fun without
    ure laughter. u noe i always laugh
    when i saw ure idiotic face WAHAHAHA!
    even now i tink of it i felt like laughing.
    Thanks for the laughter and care u brought!!!
    :seriously u are very glamorous with dress!
    haha..

    P.s. Rene: u another one!
    always wit tat "act cool" attitude haha.
    but u shld brush up on ure jokes,
    cos whenever u say a joke.
    the interesting thing is tat we laugh at u
    not the joke haha.
    maybe can see ure name on the top 10
    scorers in our school's o level chart
    next year.
    working really hard huh?
    but dun stress urself too much,
    if nt someone will sad one haha..
    take care !

    P.s. Crystal: OI! another "jester"
    so obsess wit ure korean and jap
    singers.. dun nid study ah!
    u r always the kind one,
    do u even get angry be4?
    they always scold me for no reason,
    but u dun seems to haha!
    tats y crystal is always the best rite?!?!?!?
    haha, thanks for the fun u haf brought for these years.
    do take care of urself! mug hard!

    P.s. Yvonne: our expected brightest star
    in the clique. u do noe u haf the brightest future
    out of everyone in the clique!
    work hard for ure dreams man,
    u can do it.
    if i still survive in the CO "society",
    10 years down the road,
    i wish to see DR. TAY haha.
    u noe every single one of us
    is very proud of u!
    so yvonne tay JIAYOU!
    thanks for the care and concern
    u gave :]

    thats all with the CLIQUE. i am really
    glad tat u guys appeared in my life..
    those memorable times, it was really fun wit u guys.
    really take care and STUDY HARD.
    soar well together k!

    Next:
    P.s. Amanda: manda!!!
    6 years of friendship too, u kinda
    always understand me and also help
    me alot for this past 6 years.
    i really appreciate it.
    but hey! get a new guy soon!
    and pls ah dun always put ureself
    at disadvantage can.. be selfish
    its alrite one, dun let ppl cross over ure limits.
    THANKS MANDA!!!!!
    lots of thank you..

    P.s. Grace: hey gal, u always respect me
    cos i'm a long long friend of ures too haha.
    tats y i tell u things very directly.
    有时放下了何尝不是件好事?
    给自己多点时间去了解一切。
    u r alot more effective than me
    so y nt make ureself useful.
    encourage xiang to work hard.
    haha.. take care..
    thanks alot!

    P.s. Ruting: U! another emotional one,
    but same as me la nt bad haha!
    for you i feel tat u must really
    haf ure own stand, and hold on to it if
    u tink its rite. i noe many things happen
    but sometimes u shld choose
    a way tat cld let u feel better..
    ruting ah!!! u can do it!
    thanks for being my EX ah haha!
    for the past 4 years really thanks alot.

    P.s. Miss yim: hey some stuff
    are wat u are gonna face alot in the future.
    dun make urself breakdown!
    u always cheer ppl one also rite:]
    so cheer urself up.
    get over it, a new life begins.
    take care and thanks :]

    P.s. ying: hey ah bu!!!
    being my ah bu so long not bad,
    filial enough hor..
    :i wish tat i gt a lao pei..
    haha, anyway thanks for
    ure care all the time..
    the time u contribute to listen to me previously.
    every single time u try to
    help me..
    thanks :]


    Ladies, thanks for everything all this while.
    the care and concern are appreciated.

    P.s. CKC: its jus too much of confusion in me.
    its my fault.. everything jus lies in me.
    i'm sry.. i'm jus.. lost. but
    i seriously cherish u alot..

    like some kind of thanking speech.
    but afterall i haf thank finish.
    really thanks for everything!!!
    things wld be diff without anyone of u.
    Hope u all haf a bright future!!!
    LOVE YOU GUYS!!!




    LOVE the CLIQUE 2:10 AM

    Sunday, June 22, 2008
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    对不起,因为珍惜所以无法接受。
    即将发生的一切,绝对不是我想要的。
    但可能对彼此都好吧?


    LOVE the CLIQUE 2:46 PM

    Saturday, June 14, 2008
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    14.6.08
    THOUSAND of years since i blogged.
    was bored so came to blog.

    umm. a big event recently was
    simply Kelly's b'day.
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM!!!
    he was kinda touch when he gt his present.
    anyway jus wished tat he had enjoyed,
    since he seldom celebrates his b'day. :]

    saw this thing in jiayan blog,
    saw my NAME too... haha
    HERE GOES.....

    Name 20 people you can think of right now,
    Dont read the questions until you have named th 20 people.

    1.Ben
    2.Daniel
    3.Sihui
    4.Kelly
    5.Michelle
    6.Qiang
    7.Crystal
    8.Jiayan
    9.Serene
    10.Amelia
    11.Yvonne
    12.Ruting
    13.Benedict
    14.Yoke Ting
    15.Amanda
    16.Zixiang
    17.Hanseong
    18.Grace
    19.Joey
    20.Minhui



    How did you meet 14?
    Sec 1, she seems to be hanging out with
    shien for a period time?

    What would you do if you never met 1?
    I WILL DIE, haha!!! a important friend i cant lose.

    What if 9 & 20 dated?
    Firstly, they do not know each other.
    Secondly, unless they are LES.
    Thirdly, BEN WILL KILL NANA.

    Would 6 & 17 date?
    HA! grace will kill qiang, they are not gays i guess.

    Describe 3.
    the unforgettable rabbit, knew her for 6 years?
    were gd friends, she's a nice gal i suppose if she doesnt
    reveal her VIOLENCE to the others.

    Is 8 attractive?
    In her dreams? haha, jk.
    umm, she is indeed quite attractive at times.

    Describe 7.
    She is always in her jap and kor CRAZE.
    quite a joker but she is nice and caring.
    the CLIQUE is always nice EXCEPT CKC:]

    Know any of 12's family members?
    i suppose not -.- her mother almost killed her when we
    were together LOLS!!!

    What would you do if 18 confessed his/her love to you?
    :" i do not wish to add on to SQUARE love or become QUADRAPLETS"

    What language does 15 speak?
    Chinese, english and hokkien

    Who is 9 going out with?
    !!!! CKC would wish to go out with her ^.^

    How old is 16?
    15 years old, yet his b'day

    When is the last time you spoke to 13?
    simply YST!!!

    Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
    i rmb! last time was 5566, now english songs
    [i am not familiar with it]

    Would you ever date 4?
    Oh, sure MICHELLE dun mind hor? LOLS

    Would you ever date 1?
    we are TOGETHER already
    we see each other everyday
    so does it consider dating?

    Is 19 single?
    yea, i suppose?

    What is 10's last name?
    TEO JIE QI! she loves it.

    Would you ever be in a rls w 11?
    NVR possible, she is always occupied
    with her GUZHENG.

    3's school?
    Chung Cheng High Yishun.

    Where does 6 live?
    MARSILING.

    What's ure favourite thing abt 5?
    She's the STRONGEST gal i ever seen.
    [Mentally not physically]

    Have you seen 2 naked?
    OH YEA!!! we bath together lots of time ^.^

    5 people to do this quiz:
    -BEN
    -Hanseong
    -Joey
    -Michelle
    -NANA

    THERE ends..
    SEE YAAAA!!!



    LOVE the CLIQUE 1:01 AM