29.4.08
celebrated hanseong's b'day in advance last saturday.
we went to sakura and had a movie
-Hansel and gratel
its kinda STUPID show that
promotes violence among KIDS!
however, its PG.
overall it was quite alrite, kinda expected ending.
junhe's "philosophy":
life is always so unexpected.
small little things done can mean alot.
what is experienced now is simply sadness after sadness.
the fact tat the world is unfair,
makes life so meaningless.
happy moments could happen but
the sad ones occupy the majority of life.
nobody likes trouble but trouble seems to
come up to u, knocking on ure door.
theoretically, biasness and jealousy do kills.
no one is able to accept these killers.
many tends to be affected, even power seduces humans nature.
does being in power meant alot?
probably even more important than the ppl around us?
being the emotional one, the above factors do
affects these ppl alot?
a new environment may result in a new you,
but probably the old environment suits yourself better?
the change in one's old self and new self can differ greatly.
different self may have different
and even better personality.
many things simply flash across my mind recently.
have i made a wrong choice?
IN many stuff.
i have been asking myself,
why do i haf to allow myself to suffer in several problems.
I had a contradicting feeling,
i felt both joyful and depress.
problems just kept coming on and on.
i regretted but i haf to cherish,
too much emotions were put into.
i see happiness in it but was depress over it.
i just can't do anything, helpless.
the most important stuffs in life.
i lost it, and on the verge of losing another.
lots of efforts were put in,
but if disappoint is what all i get
i guess it just all ends here.
