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    today signifies the day that I lost my best friend.
    Apparently someone I thought that would last still the very end of my life.
    Someone, I thought would help or be there for me if I fall.
    Someone, I thought its worth giving in to.
    Someone, I always treated like he is my blood ties.
    Someone, I thought is emotionally more vulnerable than he looks.
    Someone, I can give up so much for.
    Someone, that ppl can't understand him neither can he understand himself, yet i'm pretty sure i understand him more than he does.
    Someone, that i'm afraid that i might lose

    This very someone helped me in a way or another through out the years but eventually it lost to he's weakness- LOVE, incomparable to a brotherhood for so many years. This is really a wake up call for me, it made me realise how one can be so selfish, inhuman and FUCK UP. Even at the sight that i'm putting down my dignity to hold on to it, he wasn't feeling anything- not a single bit. I did my best, I really did but its jus that "take it for granted" feeling that you are giving to me that really make my heart die on you. I'm surprised by how much I can contribute to this friendship yet earning nth but losing you instead. I believe I did think for you in many ways, still its really time for me to do something for myself... Else I will jus break down~

    I'm sorry that we ahve to come to this point. Since this is what you want, I give it to you. Though its really hard for me, probably not you but I trust that I can walk on. I won't let you become a hindrance to my life, my future.

    I was hoping for a apology throughout yet...
    Thanks for giving me kinda wonderful experiences. In a way, it really made me grew up alot throughout the years. You know how I treated you and how you treated me. Now, I'm sorry...

    U marked my life, ben


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